Okay I give up. I'm over Xanga. This shit is really lame. livejournal definetly has a way better set up.

So yeah. If you want to join or check out LJ, these are my user names on there.

www.livejournal.com/~int0xicated_luv

www.livejournal.com/~phunktified

late.

my so-called pefectionistism
lays draped in wander
the layers run deep
my skin tough as leather
imperfections like beauty
inhale the motivation
impurities soaked in honesty
take away the security
naked and vulnerable
strip away the remains
the tapestries of broken love
drapes through my veins.

You're a shadow made of playing cards
The deck fell around your shoulders.
How do you feel about that now?
Broken and worn to the ground?

First off... I want to say that Xanga sucks. No one ever comments. Now I remember why I like Livejournal way better.

ANYWAY: Coachella was awsome :]
Donald Glaude at 4pm was rockin out. That man is sooo crazy!!! I loved it! We saw Thursday for a while and baked in the 110 degree heat. haha. Drank tons of water. That was cool. I think I spent about $30 on water. haha

When the sun went down, Coachella became BEAUTIFUL!!! it was about 80 degreess, the grass felt wonderful on my barefeet, they had lights beaming into the sky in the shape of a pyramind so when you looked up they all came together...the lights were shining through the palm trees and music was playing in every corner of the field. It was really cool.

We saw Adam Freeland at Sunset. His set was amazing. He played a breaks version of "Smells Like Teen Spirit" and the crowd just went nuts. He dropped Rage Against the Machine and that was it. I swear I thought the crowd was going to spontaneiously combust or something hahahah. He turned the crowd from electronica buffs, and breaks fans...into a fucking metallica concert in a matter of seconds haha. That was so sick.

Then about 6,000 people piled into the tent to see The Crystal Method. They just blew me away. They were unreal. It was like a spiritual experience. The vibe was sick, the music was intoxicating...just amazing. Them and Basement Jaxx both were live, and not Dj'ing which was just...ya. awsome.

The Basement Jaxx...jesus. I wish all my friends could have been there to experience them. They had live singers, live band, turntables and computers. Not to mention a huge screen pulsing to the beat, in the background, with people dancing n shit. They closed with Where's Your Head At and the whole crowd was dancing their nuts off. I wish I could verbally explain to you how amazing their show was. But I just can't...They dropped You Used to be my Romeo, Red Alert, Where's your Head at, and a remix of Seven Nation Army mixed with In Da Club... holy shit.

AdictionGrand: fuckkk
AdictionGrand: did you see basement jaxx
int0xicatedxluv: holy shit
int0xicatedxluv: they were FUCKING INSANE!
AdictionGrand: omfg
AdictionGrand: wow
int0xicatedxluv: OMG. seriously
AdictionGrand: serious shit
AdictionGrand: i couldnt believe what i was seeing

that outta give you some idea of what you missed!! :P haha

We tried to see The Cure, but there were 40-50,000 people in front of the stage and we coudnl't even hear them from way back where we were. I've never seen a crowd like that in my life. SO we went and saw Paul Van Dyke and the massive rave that was going off in the tent haha. It was actually pretty cool. Reminded me of old days. Paul was a clean Dj, but I wasn't really impressed with his stage persona. especially after seeing all the other acts just rockin out all day. He looked bored.

HIGHLIGHTS:
Basement Jaxx
Crystal Method
Tanning
Skipping hours and hours of traffic as we were leaving. we're sneaky!
Brian, Mel, Ariele, and Larissa. Good times. <3

LOWLIGHTS:
Guys in skirts. wtf?
People rolling around in the grass? huh? haha
The heat. holy shit it was hot.
Being sober all day.
The crowd in front of The Cure
The dirt! ew.
Missing Atmosphere (FUCK!) and Le Tigre :{

It was a good day though. I'm really glad I went. Thanks to the girls for making me go!! I had so much fun :D I feel bad for the people that couldn't go. HOnestly, that was a day that I will remember for the rest of my life. <3333 Pictures to come later!!!!

Holy fuck I just had the scaries nightmare of my life. It was worse than a horror movie. I can try to explain this. I just had it, and it was pretty vivid so this should make sense.

I was in a house. A very large old old house, with TONS of people. It was like we were all vacationing there. But then all these wierd things started happening. People started going crazy. And then people started dissapearing.

A couple people met in this huge living room, dining room area and we were freaking out and I knew what was going on. There were spirits in the house. Lots of them. So I sort of took charge and I told everyone to stay calm. I yelled really loud to the spirits "We're not afraid of you. YOu won't do any damage here or cause any fear". The lights started flickering like crazy.

Then one by one people started showing back up to the house, that had dissapeared, and I invited them all in, and told them we needed them to stay becuase we were stronger in a bigger group.

The scariest thing that happend though: A friend that I worked with was there, with his newborn baby. But his baby was in this huge nursury upstairs, and he was crying. So we decided to all go together. So this huge group of people, I'd say like 20 people went upstairs. I think I led the way. I got to the nursury and the baby was floating in the air, but I picked him/her up and headed back downstairs. On the way though I felt this tugging on the baby and I held on tight and I said "I wont let you have him"...but I looked down, and the baby was dead. It was this tiny blue lifeless lump. I started screaming and someone took the baby from me.

We went back to the living room area, and we decided to sing happy songs as loud as we could. I realized that Troy was missing though. He was in our group to get the baby but I couldn't find him anywhere. We started singing songs, and I felt somene grab me, and he jumped over me and layed down. It was Troy. But I looked at him and asked him if he was okay, and he said no...his pupils were white..and his eyes were bright blue. He was talking differently and looked empty...I freaked out and woke up.

That was when I woke up, and I decided I was NOT going back to sleep. I'm literally shaking writing this. what..the FUCK. that scared the shit outta me.